Hate to admit it.

By katrinaava on Fri, 02-24-12, 14:24

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I have many moments of self loathing. Until now they"re gotten very bad in my opinion. I wish I could be gone from this world sometimes because I feel I'm not as important as my others friends are. Because I make such stupid mistakes or because people mess with me so badly. I've battled and won most of what's been lurking in my head, pills, wanting to be abused again and a little more. Now it comes down to wanting to slowly kill myself because my emotions are getting out of control. The guilt tells me i'm too hasty it says I ruin things because that. Jealously and confusion from my ex, I just want it to end, the pain, the voices and maybe even me.

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By marcie on Sat, 02-25-12, 22:06

We all make mistakes, it is a learning process.Take care of yourself and take one day at a time. Have faith and say a prayer. Wishing you happiness. God bless you always.

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